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and fantasies of our priest-hero-politician-military-police
leaders, like those of John Edgar Hoover, for instance"; the
keynote speaker, Stokely Carmichael, still very upset with
Emmett, lashed out at the longhaired hippies who, he claimed,
were advocating peace in time of revolutionary warfare and were
traitors to the radical movement, because their
upper-middle-class affluence afforded them the choice of
nonviolence and the means with which to drop out of the fight for
liberation which he quoted as "only coming through the
barrel of a gun!"; Paul Goodman suggested that governments
might begin applying immediate social welfare ideals and
principles by paying, for example, people on New York's welfare
rolls to live in the country, instead of in the city. "Give
them the same money, and say, 'You don't have to live in New
York, you can live out of New York!'"; Herbert Marcuse
didn't say anything because he wasn't there, having hopefully
found something more important to do with the time; Emmett spoke
last.
He had been sitting on the stage for over an hour, wavering in
and out of the focus of his consciousness behind his tinted,
pennybun glasses and every once in a while listening to what
someone had to say. The only one he was hardly able to hear was
Stokely Carmichael who yelled so goddamn loud that the tone
finally became the point of his speech rather than the words. The
crowd had given him an enthusiastic round of applause which they
directed at the singer and not his song. Then, all of a sudden,
Emmett found himself standing stage-center in front of the
microphone and removing his shades for want of something to do
and because none of the other speakers who were wearing them had
taken them off to address the audience. It took him a moment to
adjust his eyes to the startling lights, and, when he cleared
them of the brilliance he focused on one individual out of that
whole crowd of five thousand-- William Burroughs, seated in the
fourth or fifth row way over to the left of everyone with his
tortoiseshell glasses, and his thinning hair combed flat to one
side of his head, and his black, porkpie hat of ten years resting
on his lap with his bony hands holding on to it so it wouldn't be
snatched by one of his old-time pals and sold or exchanged for a
nicer cap. He looked like an aging Hitler youth, sitting there
erect and waiting with his thin lips pressed together and all
dressed in black, waiting to be impressed, his narrow, Missouri
face turned upwards, looking dead at Emmett with the wry
knowledge of its own evil presence.
They locked eyes together for the longest moment as Emmett
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